really made the financial commitment this past weekend. i bought stones for my fall 2011 collection. i was so energized by what i found and am designing, but i couldn't shake the idea that this is it... if i fail, i'm losing. those negative thoughts were further compounded when i balanced my finances.
it really brought me down to the real world when i realized that if i don't play bigger, i can't support myself...
oh. shit.
after the dark clouds clear i remember that i am smart, talented and capable. way to go me!
